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jan 24

what do i want out of my life

what do you really want in life? - to not work for money - to work for purely curiosity - to retire my parents - to not have to worry about spending money on loved ones - play football regularly what are you really scared of? - to go to 0 in terms of money but why is that scary? - idk i have seen my parents struggle with money and that made me feel like i should never feel like i don't have enough money but what is enough money? - able to eat healthy food without making it - a few trips a year with nidhi, friends and family - to be able to buy my parents anything and everything they want are you not able to do that right now? - 1 and 2, i am. 3, not yet. what are you so restless about? - the feeling of being left behind behind who? - all the people i see doing great things what is it like to do a great thing? - something that they love - that earns them enough money what do you love to do? - play football is that all? - don't have an answer to it - probably working hard towards a goal why can't you work towards a goal right now? - don't have one why do you not have one? - interested in too many things - feel like don't have enough time to pursue them - don't want to give up football and health does it come back to money again? - i think so what are the realistic ways you can make "enough money" - a bootstrapped company that does well - insane salary - a vc funded company that does well over the years - a side product what can you do right now - all of them why aren't you doing it - feel like i have a job and its scary to leave it - i earn good amount of money - don't want to leave the cushioned life is that a good enough reason - i don't think so what are you gonna do then? - ask for insane salary - if not 1, quit the job do you have enough savings - between stocks and bank? yes is that scary? - yeah what if i burn down all my savings what then? - i'd have to take a job aren't you doing that right now? - yeah so again is it that scary? - im scared i don't work hard enough and am an imposter do you work hard? - think so then what's hard enough? - i watch reels sometimes is that a terrible thing? - maybe i dont know its supposed to be a bad thing what else? - what if i fail and go down to 0 WHAT ABOUT IT, YOU CAN GET A JOB - i know but i earn good BUT IS THAT ENOUGH - no it isn't then why are you not going for it? - felt like finishing up my education loan would be nice - maybe even save up enough but there is no enough - yeah you are right what are you gonna do then - quit my job or get an insane salary when are you gonna do it - tomorrow morning, in the meeting alright, see ya
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